with a little sweet and simple numbing me

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 22:26:02 GMT

spinning into an unstoppable depression
hyperventilating and light-headed
i cant calm down
im running on empty but i just cant stop

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 15:09:21 GMT

WOOT!! i am currently in LAS VEGAS for the DANCE MASTERS OF AMERICA GRAND NATIONAL CHAMPIONSHIPS COMPETITION and it is sooo incredible here! I havnt danced yet but my first solo is at 10 tonight, wish me luck! lolz

ok im gunna go explore sum more, l8er!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(P.S. I'll put sum pics from the trip on this thingy when i get back!)

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 20:55:39 GMT

SUMMERRRRR!!!!

women are not inferior. kay thnx. dirtbag. =)

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 02:04:37 GMT

ok there's this person i know who tries to be funny by degrating women.

i dont care if he thinks hes cool by doing this but its getting rediculous. when i kept fighting back, all he cud say was, "sam you're really annoying today."

do u think i care u moron? like honestly is that all u can say?

as soon as a girl fires back at him he has no idea what to do cuz hes too cheap and immature to really understand how the world works nowadays. and if he really DOES think that men are superior to women then he can just keep his comments to himself cuz pretty soon theyre gunna get him in trouble..aka im gunna snap on him again.

*but yea alls i have to say is that the only reason he talks so big is to make up for SMALLER THINGS ;)

Fri, 19 May 2006 00:24:00 GMT

i honestly don't think that i can take living in this house anymore- and i'm not being over dramatic.

so if any of u want a roommate please let me know. thats honestly my dream. i wish i could run away from home. it wud be such an adventure. whatever. ill do it one day.

Wed, 17 May 2006 18:51:15 GMT

Ou Baby I Love Your Way

<3 BoB mArLeY

If you never read anything else in this LJ thing, READ THIS.

Sun, 07 May 2006 14:06:10 GMT

I was at a party last night and more than a hundred dollars was stolen from my wallet.

That proves how corrupted our society really is. Those people were supposed to be my friends. I trusted all of them- apparently more than I should've. First my cell phone is stolen and now a huge amount of money. I hate to say it but some of my friends are selfish, heartless people. How could you do that to a friend? I personally would not be able to live with that guilt on my shoulders. But apparently they're used to their deceiving lives and don't care who they hurt, as long as they're happy in the end.

I'm honestly a pushover. I let people take advantage of me and I let them get away of things that they shouldn't. So frankly, I'm pissed off now because I've had enough. It just blows my mind how immature MY FRIENDS can be.

Now, I know some of my friends would NEVER do this to me so this is not directed at them. But for everyone else, you should just know that I'm not going to let people walk all over me anymore. So don't try any more stupid shit. Get over yourselves. People work their ASSES off to EARN what they have and you're just proving to everyone that you're a complete idiot and can't do anything on your own. Which shows that you're still incredibly immature. So I'm actually sorry for you. I feel sorry for you that you're still too childish to act your age. But I can tell you right now that NO ONE else is gunna feel the least bit sorry for you so grow up.

Sat, 06 May 2006 14:48:15 GMT

I can't wait for an entire summer up at the cottage =)

secluded and peaceful <3
contrasting my current life.
to be far away from "friends" means to be far away from any problems or pressures.
of course i'll miss some of them, but it will make it that much better to see them again in september.
but i'm not in a hurry.
bring on the water and sun and flowers and birds and...ahh =)

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 21:46:55 GMT

I had my Advanced 2 Ballet exam today. It went okay...It could have been better but it also could have been a lot worse so I'm happy. Except during the last half hour (the exam is 2 hours), which was point, I forgot to tape my toes and I had to dance with open blisters. Let me tell you, it hurt so much i actually had tears in my eyes. So when i got out of the exam i immediatly tore off my point shoes lolz It was so gross, my tights were all bloody and oh my lord i won't even get into it cuz it's gross haha So needless to say I'm dead tired now but I'm just so relieved that it's all over! Anywho, I have to go to dance again lolz bye!

P.S. I GOT ALL MY FOUETTES ON POINT!!!! and i only travelled a little!!!! =D

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 21:25:24 GMT

Things to do before I die:

1. Spend one whole day doing things I've never done
2. Go on a hot air balloon ride
3. Sing in front of an audience
4. Support World Vision
5. Have a star named after me
6. Make and eat a real smore
7. Live in a house on a beach (even just for a little while)
8. Play strip go-fish
9. Eat a mango DONE! and drink coconut milk
10. Sell a piece of my art
11. Write a novel
12. Make a difference in someone's life
DONE! 13. Be kissed (by a guy) on New Years
14. Get all dressed up just to drink pina coladas and strawberry daiquiris
15. Get married but not divorced
16. See a real whale or dolphin in the ocean
17. Go inside a tree house
18. Ride in a limo
DONE! 19. Be surprised at a surprise party for me
20. Spend one whole day talking in a British accent
21. Sing in a band
22. Have a professional massage
23. Fall asleep under the stars
24. Have at least one baby (all healthy)
25. Build a giant sandcastle
26. Talk to someone famous
27. Be kissed in the pouring rain
28. Try banana-flavoured ice cream
29. Be super woman one Halloween
DONE! 30. See what I look like with brown hair
31. Pat a koala
32. Give a homeless person my leftover meal from a restaurant
DONE! 33. Go clubbing
34. Walk along a beach in the moonlight
35. Go to a Leafs game
never… 36. Drive my grandma around like she wanted me to
37. Learn how to cook
38. Ride in a Dodge 4x4 or some other kind of pick-up truck
39. Own a hibiscus tree
40. Pick my own pineapple
41. Ride on a mini bike/ dirt bike
42. For their anniversary one year, give my parents a trip to New York
43. See the Eiffel Tower, the Trevy Fountain and the Mona Lisa
44. Go on a picnic
45. Learn how to salsa
46. Learn how to speak Spanish
47. Climb that cool tree in the back of St. Augustine
48. Sleep over at a guy friend's house just because I’m not allowed to...shhh!
49. Tell someone off really good...to their face though
50. Go to California

Ode To A Crappy Day

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 00:40:11 GMT

VALENTINES DAY IS RETARDED! it shouldnt even BE a day! it should be a...well it just shouldnt be ANYTHING! "Oh but sam your Birthday is on Valentines!" oh ya think?!? and does it LOOK like i give a tiny rats ass?!?! i dont think so! its a stupid day and i hate it. as a matter of fact, ive hated it ever since i was 9! and i still do and i, probably, always will. It just reminds me of the fact that, ok well it doesnt matter. u dont all need to know my personal issues! lolz (and btw, it DOESNT "just remind me of the fact" that i'm single. thats everyones excuse. mine is more intricate than that. just so u know).
well, on the bright side, im glad that most people who talk to me on my birthday dont say "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!" they say HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Thats alot less annoying than the other one.
i dont mean to be so bitter- for those who know me, im normally not a bitter person. im mostly cheerful am i right? yes. so im allowed to be bitchy once in a while. so SCREW IT!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 22:07:47 GMT

ok well im sick and aparently i sound like a "man toad stripper"????? haha okay... lolz but actually, i feel pretty good for being sick, well dont get me wrong i feel like crap and a half but im still in good spirits =) which is good!

(lmfao btw, i hafta tell u, i was typing this entry very fast and when i went to write "spirits" i wrote it wrong and wrote "spirtits" instead. hahahahaha ...well i thought it was funny at least......)

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 04:36:36 GMT

1 for the Christmas Decorations,
2 for the Backward Hat.
3 for the Crazy Face and
4 for sumthin that rhymes with HAT...

..is it obvious that im bored?..or maybe just that i have no life? yea thats probably it.

BAHA!!!!!

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 21:44:06 GMT

omg ok ever since ive been running fer 30 minutes ive had soooo much energy!! like right now, im dancing around my room in my underwear!! mwahaha (its so much fun btw. everyone should try it). and i have more energy than i know what to do with!! all i wanna do is run around my neighbourhood and i dont know lolz

ok who wants to come either skating or trampoleening with me??!!! (i have no idea how to spell that so um...yea u know what i mean newaze =P) but yea, TELL ME cuz it wud be sooooo much fun dont u think??!

Whatever Floats Your Boat!!

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 17:08:41 GMT

Ok so i went for a jogg right, and after my jogg i always cool down by walking for 5 minutes or so. So I'm listening to my mp3 player and "Do Wa Ditty" comes on. I had SOOO much energy so i decided to see what people would do if I simply went crazy. So here I am, just walking down the street, snapping my fingers and shuffeling my feet and singing "DO WA DITTY DITTY DUM DITTY DO," just like it says in the song. Sure enough, all the cars that pass were looking at me and one middle-aged man actually laughed at me =P I was having such a blast! I got a couple of honks from some scarey people (lolz) but i didn't care! I probably looked like a complete mental person but I was having FUN and that's all that mattered!!!!!!!

Seriously, everyone should sing out loud and dance down the street every once in a while. Trust me, it feels GREAT!!!!!!

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 16:28:38 GMT

I WISH THEY ALL COULD BE CALIFORNIA BOYS!!! haha

<333BeachBoys

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 22:20:16 GMT

"I'm over you.

I, am over, YOU.

And THAT, my friends, is what they call,

CLOSURE."

DO NOT read this if you don't want to die of extreme insanity or pity for my stupidness

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 20:27:01 GMT

ok so i officially love LJ bcuz i am sick and have therefore lost my voice but YOU cant tell becuz....well bcuz im writing..rather than talking...and...oh dear. i think im becomming delierious..like today, i thought i saw a turtle in the middle of the road when i was walking to co-op and when i went to go and get it...yea it was a fruit roll-up wrapper and sum other crap. how a turtle can look like a shiney silver fruit roll-up wrapper, i do not know =S
but newhooooo..so yea...ok i just realized that i really have nothing to say so im just gunna go eat my chicken fingers.
omg its really sunny out but oh-so-dark in the distance...tres cool...u shud look. ...o wait that wont work as planned cuz u may not read this RIGHT now...u cud read it tomorrow and then look outside and be like, what tha fuck is this girl talking about?! so if your reading this now, look outside kay? and if your reading it tomorrow, which means its really TODAY for YOU, then...don't look. happy october 19 if your reading this tomorrow...well...today and..omg im confused.. but how spookey is that eh?!

..my mom just came in and read this...maybe shes right, i shud get sum rest.
oh great nevermind. by REST she means "mental help." yea. thanx mom.

(and by the way, i DO NOT feel "blah," as my stardude has kindly stated above. rather i feel "BLEH" (with an E). trust me, theyre 2 different meanings:
Blah- something that has no umph to it. it is bland and boring.
Bleh- 1. feeling like crap 2. 'whatever'

...just for the record)

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 03:37:22 GMT

Happy Sweet 16 Speffie!

I LOVE you!!!!!!!! =)

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 19:14:24 GMT

SUMMERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 27 May 2005 21:47:00 GMT

This is one of the trees at the skatepark which is now one of my favourite places ever. if only i cud use the actual PARK lolz. right now i just skate in the back parking lot haha pathetic? yea i know. but its fun back there too lolz i just like that whole area cua its so pretty =) ok im gunna shut up now

Mon, 16 May 2005 20:56:18 GMT

i fell off my chair

Mon, 16 May 2005 20:38:53 GMT

i love spef?? yes i think so